"And I Hate You So"

Bener gak si kalo True LoVe itu beneran ada?
Pernah gak ngerasain LoVe yg bikin sesak? Rasanya tiap kali hati mau meledak bahagia...tiap kali takut kalo semua bakal berakhir..tiap kali ragu apakah ini cuman mimpi..
Ada gak si semua perasaaan itu?Beneran gak si semua perasaan itu?

All of this year, have u ever experience that feeling? Have you ever encounter a True Love?

I haven't..I haven't ..
But I really want..semakin lama g nunggu True Love to come, semakin lama g ragu
Beneran ada gak ya? beneran gk ya?

Walau g memang gak sendiri sekarang, tapi selama ini gak pernah ngerasain hati sesak karna bahagia...gak pernah rasanya hati berbunga-bunga, jantung berdebar sampai tangan keringetan

Kalo boleh g berangan..how is true Love felt..
I will say, it should felt comfy, soft, bright

Right now lagi dengerin lagunya aaron kwok yg saundtracknya film "And I hate You So"
Really love this movie, resemble me a lot..

I really envy the main character girl in the movie
She can finally make the right decision and find her true love
I think she is very brave

Can I image my true Love?
If I may, this is my true love look like:

my True Love will be the one who can argue, fight, laugh, and cry together with me
my True love will be the one who I can trust and rely on
my True Love never ask for return in everything He did
my True Love value love and friendship
my True Love except me the way I am
my True Love can cast away my hurt, bored, and anger
but the most importantly,
my True Love is only a human who can make mistakes
that is why I love him even more
because he allows me to make perfect the imperfect in him
he allows me to see his true value
he allows me to make mistake so we can make perfect each other
he allows me to complete each other

My mind and soul is flying right now, fly to my imagination world..
away from all problems, hws, exams, sickness, bored and anger

I am now in my own world, picturing a perfect day with my true Love
He is with me right now, we sit together in an old couch
Looking out the window and enjoying the rain
We talk long and slow about things around us
We are talking about our future and not others
We are laughing about how both of us can be so mellow
We are laughing about mistakes that we made in the past
We are excited about the future that is facing us
With a hot chocolate for me and a tea for him,
we are hugging each other
We then start to argue
arguing about problems, about mistakes, about us
but then we stop the arguing with laugh
because we realize how typical we are
and we start thinking of doing something fun together
so we decided to go out and play with the rain
we know that we are acting immature
but we realize that we don't care about it
we don't care even though people are looking at us
we don't care even though we can get sick
because what matter the most is now
what matter the most is that we are enjoying
we are having fun
we are in love

To my True Love: I have finally decided to wait for you