Not Being What I'm Suppose To Be

Today, I'm being a dumb ass again..no work..no productivity..as God may say, "The harvest in plenty but the workers are less". I don't know why, but once a while I will just stop doing the routine that I have in my life..Is like that I'm out of my mind..I just being a lazy ass...Hate that..and soon after that, I will just fall into sin again..Man, if I'm God, I will get tired of having me and hearing me..One time I will said that I'm sorry, another time I will just come back to the old sin..Man, I'm tired of being control by Satan..I'm in control and God is my guidance...Ain't nothing gonna bring me down..It's ok...I will keep on coming back to God, until I really living in a life that He want me to live...No matter what, I will keep come back to God and obey His words..Forgiveness, blessing and love comes from obedience! No pain no gain rite? =p I have my Lord walking with me, I will have no fear..Failure is just another step for glory..Forgive me Lord couse I still disappointed You..But don't let me go, couse I will keep on trying to do the right thing for You because I love You and I want to serve you and be your disciple....I can do everything through God who strengthen me..Forgive my sin Lord..Love You..