The Excelling Value of Knowing Christ
But what things were gain to me, these I have counted loss for Christ. Yet indeed I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ…that I may know Him. (Philippians 3:8, 10)
Today, thanked God..I can move forward by a mill inch or a millimeter in my obedience with God.
In the morning work started weird. Bugem is quite, argo is quite..when that happen, the only thoughts that came to me was that " Did i did something wrong?"
Since that day when Bule and Bugem confront me, caught me in the act on making mistakes on that stupid work station height, I'm AFRAID!
I almost got carried away, almost turned into some moody woman just because of bugem..
But anyway, I suddenly turning this blog into my diary again..
well inspired by Oprah's show tonight, watching a women who has her husband writing letters to their son Jordan when He was at Irak. Unfortunately He died but like the plan of God, rainbow after the rain, the diary turns to be a best seller book.
I'm so wanna read that book. it said that the diary contains lots of story basically are prepared for their son Jordan (that's why it called a Book for Jordan). what interested me is that it contains couple themes such as God (relationship with God and power of prayer), about love in serving in the Army, and also about respect to women..hmm...sounds like a true gentleman shaped by God.
what a lucky wife and son..
But the moment i heard about this, my thoughts was "I wanna give this book to J"
OMG..what a dream!..yesterday on Sunday, I saw SK sitting next to the most beautiful girl that I know so far..I was jealous..who am I?
God..please stop me from all of this fantasy! I don't need to think about man!
I have a man! God is my man!
As many battles that I went, many were lost by the flesh and mind!
My biggest enemy that I have yet to defeat is myself...
But despite all that, I'm blessed today!
For being healthy. For being alive.
For winning a small battle. For being productive and finishing my material racks and system.
For finally cooking. Doing my laundry. Being grateful and happy.
I pray for all the leaders, parents, family, church, friends..
Pray for this coming fundraising, free night, FAITH ministry.
Special prayer for health for my bro, peace and protection for Anthony's family and Yosi, a financial breakthrough for Ko Franky's family, for new students.
Today, thanked God..I can move forward by a mill inch or a millimeter in my obedience with God.
In the morning work started weird. Bugem is quite, argo is quite..when that happen, the only thoughts that came to me was that " Did i did something wrong?"
Since that day when Bule and Bugem confront me, caught me in the act on making mistakes on that stupid work station height, I'm AFRAID!
I almost got carried away, almost turned into some moody woman just because of bugem..
But anyway, I suddenly turning this blog into my diary again..
well inspired by Oprah's show tonight, watching a women who has her husband writing letters to their son Jordan when He was at Irak. Unfortunately He died but like the plan of God, rainbow after the rain, the diary turns to be a best seller book.
I'm so wanna read that book. it said that the diary contains lots of story basically are prepared for their son Jordan (that's why it called a Book for Jordan). what interested me is that it contains couple themes such as God (relationship with God and power of prayer), about love in serving in the Army, and also about respect to women..hmm...sounds like a true gentleman shaped by God.
what a lucky wife and son..
But the moment i heard about this, my thoughts was "I wanna give this book to J"
OMG..what a dream!..yesterday on Sunday, I saw SK sitting next to the most beautiful girl that I know so far..I was jealous..who am I?
God..please stop me from all of this fantasy! I don't need to think about man!
I have a man! God is my man!
As many battles that I went, many were lost by the flesh and mind!
My biggest enemy that I have yet to defeat is myself...
But despite all that, I'm blessed today!
For being healthy. For being alive.
For winning a small battle. For being productive and finishing my material racks and system.
For finally cooking. Doing my laundry. Being grateful and happy.
I pray for all the leaders, parents, family, church, friends..
Pray for this coming fundraising, free night, FAITH ministry.
Special prayer for health for my bro, peace and protection for Anthony's family and Yosi, a financial breakthrough for Ko Franky's family, for new students.
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