Padi Makin Berisi, Makin Berunduk


From I'm young, one of my fav idiom is "Padi makin berisi, makin berunduk"
means that the richer you are, the humbler u become..or something close to that.

But today, I failed to do dat...
So here's the story...
Today, i'm planning to meet this highschool friend that i'm not close with but it just happen dat she's here in seattle for her brother's graduation...so i saw her pic from my friend's pic.anyway, so i contacted her and asked her out for dinner..
To cut the long story short, today i was planning to bring her to chinatown for dinner.
I'm planning to take her to a dirty and small restaurant..because i somewhat felt the urge to teach her a lesson of life..well..i might admit that i could be self righteous sometimes and i'm not proud of it..man i need to change this..but anyhow...
it ends up we went to japanese restaurant because her mom and bro and her bro's friends are all coming for dinner...so my whole plan of teaching her the lesson of life to fulfill my self ego was gone...but while we were talking, i thought that i survive from one hole of sin but it turned out that i felt to a deeper hole..shoot right...

Man...why didn't i realize that God has been so nice to take me out of the first hole but i push my self to felt into a deeper hole..how stupid can u be?
Anyhow...this is what i did..
She was bragging about her social life in Jakarta..trus...instead of trying to encourage her..eh i put more gasoline into fire..
M:"iya ogut mah di jakarta sibuk aja tiap ari, hangout ama temen2, ke opening toko2 ini itu"
me: "oh ya..enak donk..sama si kayak di seattle" (dodol abis..sejak kpn gw pg2 ke opening2 toko coba? mang gw paris hilton???)
M:"tapi lama2 hidup gw kayaknya gk ad purpose tau gk si..bosen juga si"
me:"oh ya..hmm..."(instead of saying something encouraging, malah2 cuman ngangguk2)
M:"wah lu enak ya ud dapet H1 segala, kerjanya enak?"
me:" iya ni lumayan..padahal gk ngarepin si"(ampun deh..kesannya sok bgt gw gk mau H1..OMG..i'm digging my own grave ni..trus gw juga bilang kerjaan gw super enak lg..OMG)

well...the conversation was long..we spent about 2 hours talking and eating..
anyway..alhasil dr pertemuan dengan M is nothing!...
Bukannya encourage dia buat kerja kek, kenal Tuhan kek...pokoke gk ad buah2nya deh..
Padahal, i made a promise with God that i'm going to encourage and spread the word of God to anybody that i meet...every possible opportunities....but now, one opportunity went gone by the wind..

well...lets pray that God give me another chance..

Trus2..my house is CLEAN!!!
My room is CLEAN!!

should i take pictures of it?hmmm..i think so deh ya..
I'll post it next time..adios...gud nite..