Ok Deh today again! Gw nagntuk abissss
Oh Lord…ini bener2 parah sih
Finished up my first cup of coffee this morning..and it’s not even 9
I think I might need to get my second cup before lunch..geesss

It’s 1:30 and I’m on my third glass of coffee

Super hyper skr cuman kayaknya capek bgt…kayaknya energy terkuras pas2an noon

Anyway…Lord!...again and again..banyak bgt tantangannya ni mau plg Indo
Suddenly, boss gw si director of customer care, kenalin gw ke director nya Genie and terex yg di China..OMG..he is super nice (my director) and they (the china’s director) was saying that they would like to hire me for any intern or fulltime..

Lord! What is this?? Why?? Why??
Doubt..doubt and doubt..again..

Gk isa ni kayak gini…I know di Indo I will do better
I know di Indo isa spend time ama parents, isa ministry, isa have my OWN business
Isa lebih mature and tertantang spiritually, mentally, physically

So demon, STOP sending me doubts…
I’m telling you(demon) that I wont change my mind
If God wants me to go back, I will go back..
If God wants me stay here, I will stay here
No matter I go, all I care is my relationship with God
Let God does His planning that will make me draw closer to Him and Him only!