Need to get my feet back to the GROUND!
Lately, life is too good. Work is too good, ministry is too good, friends are too good.
Everything in life is doing very good for me, but it's just too good!
U know when things get all too good, we become lazy, taking things for granted, too comfy and too spoiled, too arrogant. I've notice it, I could feel it, all the "too good" stuffs is crawling under my skin. So i need to really get my self back to the ground, back to my struggling and fighting mode.
It's not that I don't appreciate it, but I know that whenever I got too comfy, I will easily forget about God. I will easily take things for granted.
So what to do?
First, I will start really asking God if He really wants me to move back to Auburn (the village in GRCC). Lately, I suddenly got this burden and idea to live back to Auburn so i could serve my ministry better. So i could be closer to my caregroup people. So we could use my home as CG place. But what would that cost me? well, first it will be more expensive because I will be living separately with my bro. It means I have 2 rents to pay.
Second, it will take my commute longer to work, on working day, it will take me more than an hour to commute.
Third, it will cost me my social life. I will be far away from malls, restaurants and friends.
Fourth, I will be the one that will always drive GRCC students home from church or other activities.
Fifth, i will feel alone because far from my brother and girl friends.
But the benefits are:
First, I will be closer to my CG people.
Second, we will have my house as CG place.
Third, I will save more money because so far from malls.
Fourth, I will develop a closer relationship with God.
Fifth, I will be more focus to my ministry.
So based on my brainstorming, it turns out that it has more disadvantage then advantage but I will let God decide it for me.
Lately, life is too good. Work is too good, ministry is too good, friends are too good.
Everything in life is doing very good for me, but it's just too good!
U know when things get all too good, we become lazy, taking things for granted, too comfy and too spoiled, too arrogant. I've notice it, I could feel it, all the "too good" stuffs is crawling under my skin. So i need to really get my self back to the ground, back to my struggling and fighting mode.
It's not that I don't appreciate it, but I know that whenever I got too comfy, I will easily forget about God. I will easily take things for granted.
So what to do?
First, I will start really asking God if He really wants me to move back to Auburn (the village in GRCC). Lately, I suddenly got this burden and idea to live back to Auburn so i could serve my ministry better. So i could be closer to my caregroup people. So we could use my home as CG place. But what would that cost me? well, first it will be more expensive because I will be living separately with my bro. It means I have 2 rents to pay.
Second, it will take my commute longer to work, on working day, it will take me more than an hour to commute.
Third, it will cost me my social life. I will be far away from malls, restaurants and friends.
Fourth, I will be the one that will always drive GRCC students home from church or other activities.
Fifth, i will feel alone because far from my brother and girl friends.
But the benefits are:
First, I will be closer to my CG people.
Second, we will have my house as CG place.
Third, I will save more money because so far from malls.
Fourth, I will develop a closer relationship with God.
Fifth, I will be more focus to my ministry.
So based on my brainstorming, it turns out that it has more disadvantage then advantage but I will let God decide it for me.
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