Shine! Inside Out

Kemaren gara2 si Jane, jd baca cerita Dewa Klasik Alexander.
Inspiring abis si..kasian juga..OMG..i can totally relate to him in a way.
Can't imagine dia tuh is leave his comfort zone and just living by God's grace gitu aja.
On top of everything dat he already did, he's bless with a disease, HIV AIDS.

Why is say dat it's a blessing for the disease? sounds cruel?
well, i believe God has a purpose..I know that the disease not going to kill him.
The deeper relationship u are with God, the better u are shaped.
I think with the disease, he can excel even better. He ca reach out not only the rich, the poor but also the sick and lost.

Just remember reading somewhere that when God uses somebody to do His works, He will use it to the fullest potential.

But on the contrary, I just read another blog that hate Jesus.
This person is a famous person, I like his songs, he is a good singer.
Through Jane's blog, I read his blog.
He was saying that there's this day when he got this text message of bible verse that saying that no other way to heaven through Jesus.
He said dat Christian always use this verse as their weapon to recruit people.
I didn't read everything completely because i just couldn't.

Not saying about self righteous that we as Christian is good. The religion can sometimes ridiculous especially the human who called themselves Christian. But the God is real and not wrong whatsoever.
When I read this person blog saying all kind of what Christian need to do or not to do.
I'm sad..because the Christian friend that send the text message didn't really realize that God never ask us to force people. He wants us to show LOVE.
But the saddest part is when this person who become Anti-Christian is actually could be save but when we try to force it to him, he closes his heart.

So inti dari segala inti is: kalo kita maksa, mang jdnya malah lari deh..
Kayak selama ini ministry ke ank2 GRCC...susah si..
Gmn mau ministry ke ank2 kl begitu denger gereja aj udah lari..denger doa aj udah ngibrit..
but not buy forcing it to them that they can believe.
What can i do? well, just be their friend. Be there to help them..
To comfort them..be there when they needed.

they can eventually see and feel God's love through u..
U are God's empty jar to be shape and use as his place to pour blessing from.