"Tears early in the morning"



Have finally regain my strength my sleeping for 12 hours straight!...yes u hear me right...12 hours straight!..
Not proud that I have to skip PM..but today I will make it up..God..I'm sorry I didn't talk to you last nite..or did i? anyway..everything was a big dream...yesterday i mean...
Lost my phone..AGAIN!!...well it wasn't permanent lost..i get it back this morning..should i just call it miss-places? heheh...clean my record a little bit here..=p

Anyway..this morning...woke up at 7 AM..dats rite..7 AM..hehe..
Feel FRESH...and the first thing that I did..wasn't exercising...wasn't eating (thanked God)..
But watching my favorite shows..start with HOUSE..then LIE TO ME...finally GREY'S ANATOMY...the last one made me cry a lot..but it's what i called a good way to start your day..don't u think? hehehe...

As always...God speaks through movies...or what i always believe that from watching movies I will learn something and I did..
not so much from HOUSE and LIE TO ME..those just gave me excitement..but GREY always always give me something...ohh...how I LOVE dat show..
Btw..it make me cry a lot when izzy with her mom...that melted down my heart..
also cry when grey has this talking thing and moment with the chief...
but over all..great episode once again..hoping that they will let izzy live for God's sake..
can't wait for Grey's wedding coming with McHandsome docter of my life..

Ow..i forgot..I also watched My QUEEN the Taiwanese movie..it was also great...the 33 years old woman once again got dump for her own good...cant believe that she will end up with that 8 years younger guy..oww...so refreshing story..
Love this series also because it shows different kind of love story..different angle and perspective..I'm not so sure about being a cougar..but hey..why not???
hehehe....but I don't what God's plan in my life is..all i know is that today, he ahs granted a sunny day to do BBQ for the freenite...
we'll have fun..or I will fight to get that fun..

Now I will take a shower..go to the clinic and let them take a small amount of blood from me to do the test..and prepare for the BBQ..maybe I will need to do some homework and housework too..but we'll see..

God....loves u...