"I surrender my Hope to You alone"

Psalm 25 is my prayer

Today, i kinda start my fasting.
I'm fasting watching movies..although i didn't watch all the tv series or dramas, but I still turn the tv on and still watch youtube and ANTM shows..But although i might stumble, I will get up again..march forward...chain up high..shoulder to the back..

I'm proud of my self..I'm grateful, thankful for what God set me up to do.
the Praise Jam last Saturday was phenomena!
I could do the act..although couple bruises on my knees, couple scratches, I made it..
The FAITH Ministry people made it..
I have HOPE in this ministry..I can finally see it..feel it..
I can experience in my own life how God really bless a ministry..
How we are destiny to minister to others..how our talents from God can be fruitful.

I praise the Lord..Once again Thanked God..for it is not my own strength because I'm such a coward..I got cold feet before the performace..got panic before the big day..got all hopeless and almost give up..But God just somehow pull me though..the outcome that I didn't expect..

But despite all that..God still loves us so much that He didn't stop there..
He didn't just bless the ministry as a whole but also individual people involved..
Souls that came to the praise jam...

Right now..i'm praying for this souls..this seeds...will grow even more..
For them to experience what I experience in loving God and be loved by God..

We love God because He loves us first!

But today, my prayer is focus on one person..my beloved Yosi..
Thank you Lord for I know You have great plan in her life..I could see how You could use her to touch many life..
My prayer is just for her not to lose HOPE in YOU og Lord..
For her to just hold on to it..
Lord..my prayer for her in psalm 25 Lord GOd..
I pray for her soul..this is not the end..I'm putting all my hope in You
May Your will be done Lord God.