today 2.5 jem lg gw slshmmmgk isa ni parah di kantor menghitung jem.OMG dehbtwtd malem akhirnya I ended my dragy heavy heart feeling
btw film yg tonton akhirnya selesai jgternyata film nya bgs and ada 3 org cowoklumayan cakep..wakakso isa menyejukkan mata daku
and yg gw demen bgt dari film2 ini tuh soalnya film nya all about family
Ceritanya ada this one big and famous family called Yangand mrk ada 7 anak cowok and 1 ank cewek plg bontot
Trus yah pretty much ceritain about keluarganyayg adalah Jendral dan para prajurit kerajaan
Ini cerita zaman kerajaan Cina gitu..So perangnya masi bego abis pake pedang and tombak gitu
Anyway..awalnya pokoke ceritain gmn ank2 mrkdari yg no 4 ampe 8Pkoke yg ganteng itu ank no 4,6,and 7yg 5 gk gitu cakep..wakaktrus2 ceritanya toward the end, it all happy go luckyall ank2 cowoknya udah punya istri kecuali yg no 6 blon marriedtapi ud ad cewek
Trus pas CD terakhir..OMG..horrible bgt dehSemuanya pada mati..include bokapnya aka Jendralnya
So yg hidup tinggal yg no 5 and 7horrible abis deh
It's all happy toward the last CD..ampe nangis2 terus gw..soalnya kasian abis nyk nyaNyk nya kehilangan suami and anak in the same day
kayaknya in all movies, gw plg tersentuh kaloliat nyk nangis..hiks..this shows how much i love my momOMG deh..hiks..kalo gw jd nyk jg moga2 gitu deh ya
btw..today di kantor lumayan enakgk seboring mematikan kmrgw actually kerja dikit2..wakakak
trus2 gw masi ad freetime to apply 20+ jobs onlineTapi sankin gk niatnya gw cuman use the same resume for alloh well..sebenrnya sih cuman mau ke starbuckscuman kerjaanya jadi splly chain..dont know if i'm going to like that positionbut i might consider it because it's starbucks
trus gw apply the other jobs semuanya out of statei'm aiming big cities or stateslike NY, Boston, Calif.ada juga yg beberapa gw apply, the hell dont know where was datbtw..baru figured out..i just applied to LV without noticeoh great!i should have make a proper or better or more personalize resume to LV..hiks..hiks..the only opportunity to apply to LV, I just blew it..I just blew it..Oh bother..if it's God's whill, it will go through
Yah pokoke kalo God wants me to stay here..i will get accepted to new job di amrikif not, then I'm going home..heheheheh
I'm so happy and peaceful todaydont know whyjust happy
ok deh gw tinggal 1.5 more hours to gocant image kalo tiap ari gw kayak gini aj yamakan gaji buta..wakak..dat what my best friend told mecouldnt argue more about dat'since gw gk producing anything
Gila aj padahal gw br meeting ama Ron Defeo which is the owner of the Terex company..oh well..the CEO actually
Talkinig about how we need to save money, reduce cost, etcbut gw disini malah makan gaji buta.how sad..
I'm playing guilty in not reflecting what a good christiant I ambut seriously, my virus males is very powerfulNot only gw males but i'm actually bener2 gk ad kerjaan pentingwell..at least gw today back to training
u heard it wright..i'm back on track with trainingshadowing Sue Fergusan right nowgw jujurnya gk suka talk to customerbaru sadar gw..mendingan gw main dibalik layarsoalnya ngomong ama customer itu hrs detail orientedand since this is not my field of expertist..im not excited about itkinda dont want to get outside of my boxhhmmtalking about getting out of my comfort zoneskr ini my new job is my new zonenot so comfy to be honest..but at least still got a job
trus gara2 vacation plus sakit sblm vacation, gw dapet negative PTO..omg..negative 34 hours lagimeaning gw gk isa ambil PT at all for at least 3 monthskalo gw berhenti kerja..gw hrs balikin duit PTO nya
OMG..sapa suruh mrk gaji gw sih pas gw vacation
udah dikasi madu, diambil lagi..Kecuali gw stay for 4 months..ampe aprilgreat..dont think i can do dat sih
so skr bener2 keputusan TuhanMau gw disini or notI thanked God for this time of fasting
especially last nightgw abis nangis2 ntn film..tiba2 got remindedGod is faithful although we are notHe really is!
trus yah gw pray to Him..feels like it's been awhilepas gw di indo, gw gk connect with Him as I were beforetapi abis gw pray..i finally got a good nite sleepalthough tiba2 bgn tengah malem and felt awake
but gw isa tdr lagi akhirnya..trus dikantor today gw feel betterkayak a brand new day abis sihthanked God bgtHe really listens to our prayer and our conversations
walau dikantor masi gk gitu ad kerjaanbut i'm thankful dat i have a jobtrus gw ud gk home sick
but i will start packing sih kayaknyajust in case..i might not be going back home directlybut gw mungkin ke cina duluso plan nya sih kalo masi diisini sampe summer..i might go to cina pas May buat liat expo nyaKalo enggak..i hope i can study di cina for like 6 monthsgk mau lama2 gw..abisin duit..heheh
skr modal gw cuman mentok 10ribu doankhikshmm kayaknya gw bener2 this time is my last time to save money!!save money please yeni!!
amin!!