OH MY LORD.....I'M BORED.....

Buset deh, g tinggal 2 mingguan lg nih pulang Indo...beneran dah galk tahan man....
G beneran deh sekarang2 ini gak ada kerjaan abis, di rumah dah gak tau mau ngapain, trus punya cowok tapi kayak gak punya cowok(gai isa diharapkan), pelajaran jua anjlok abis(mau nangis deh) and g gak ada temen jua yang isa diajak berduka bersama deh...
Bener2 I will do anything to get out of this bored life...g males abis deh...
kalo seandainya g idup gak usah ada tanggung jawab ama yang lain and I'm free to go anytime anywhere...dam rite g mau banget deh....
G gak tau jua si napa g isa jadi madesu gini, masalahnya karna g dah gak ada temen gini and cowok g sekarang lg gila main game ragnarok(spellnya salah ya???) ampe gak peduli lg ama g.
die enak, isa ada main....nah g gmn? huh, beneran deh itu game g benci bgt...kalo dipikir2 mang ini salahnya g si, napa jua g jadian ama yang lebih muda, gini deh ganjarannya...yah nasib lah...sabar aj kali ya?..tapi mau sampe kapan?
OH LORD PLEASE LET ME KNOW....GIVE ME STRENGH TO SURVIVE.......
sekarang ini hati g beneran lg panas mendidih deh....sebel, keki, named it deh...
all I can hell do is only waiting?
G EMANG HAUS PERHATIAN, G MANG EGOIS, G MANG GAK TAU DIRI!!!!\
but I don't care, dats how I am....so take it or leave it......
Udah gitu kemren2 roomate g si mei2 aj ampe mimpi cowok g di resto bawa cewek lain namanya "tika"....gila deh, g beneran deh...kalo ampe sekali lg g di duain ama cowok, beneran g bakal jd lesbian aj kali ya?
dari pd g pusing deh....mang kalo ampe terjadi, berarti membuktikan kalo emang semua cowok itu sama bejatnya....
g beneran loh, rasanya pengen banget nyeleweng!!!!!
abisnya I need somebody to talk to, to hang out with, to share things with...
Trus kalo soal pelajarn, g beneran dah ancur abis deh...shit abis...
but anyway, THE HELL WITH EVERYTHING!!!!
what I really want now, is only go back to Indo and spend times with my family, my friends....
and just HAVE FUN...DAM IT, why is so hard to do in here?
I just wish, I'm not the way I am know.....
This is one of a point in my life, where I juat want to run away, as far as I can, and just leave everything behind...FUCK and SHIT will all of it....
I just hate the way I am now....
I need a place to run....
WHAT THE HELL.....FUCK WITH ALL.......
SCREW ME...SCREW MY LIFE...
DAM ASS HOLE