Today, I learned more about LIFE

I have learned that LOVE is very hard! I have to sacrifice something to have something.
Like God has sacrifice His only Child, and His child Jesus has sacrifice His life for us.

I have also learned about obedience!
Today, the person who inspired me is called Bernise. She is a young girl, 3 years younger than me, but so much more mature. So much more better than me that I'm so jealous of it.

I want to be like her, like ko heru, like marisa, who is live their life really according to God. Who has what you called Inner Beauty and Holy Spirit living in their life.

I want to be useful, I want to be remembered as one of them. I want to be remembered like I will remember them.

I have also learned about Self Control and Controlling you Body and Soul with your Spirit.
I have leaned that God is always there and always want us to get closer to Him.
I learned that if I didn't find God and maintain my relationship with Him when I'm happy, He will sure find a way to turn me around. Although sometimes He will use a way that I didn't like it because I will feel a glimpse of hurt, sorrow and sadness, He will always be faithful and just wanted me to get closer to Him.

I have leaned today that I want to know Him even more. I want to find out His plan, I want to share His love and happiness. I have also found out that I could be happy when He is happy.
And He could be happy when I'm happy. And as He is my God and Creator, He knew that the only way I could be happy is by His side...stay always by His side...because only in His side, I will have abandon Love.

I am just a regular person, thirst and hunger of Love.
I tried to find it in this world...but from my 23 years of traveling, I have believed and discovered that the real Love is only from Him, from God.

Now, I'm traveling in a world called my life. My goal is just to please Him...
In order to do that, I will need many exercises. I will need to gain more knowledge.
I need to be wiser..

To be wiser, I will need to walk through life step by step. I couldn't hop neither do run.
I will tremble and fall, I will try to give up and run, but He will always there.
I will make Him proud, I will survive, I will excel.

I'm His child, His creation, His servant. Therefore, I will win and walk through the end for Him.
Cause if He has faith in me, it will be more than enough reason to fight!