Power from The LORD

Today, after back sliding on my spiritual life, I've finally back on track!
I went to prayer meeting at north church today. I miss holy spirit..drown into the present of the Lord..it's full of thanksgiving until i can't contain it anymore..

Thank you bgt Lord, all this time although i have been back sliding and doing unrevealed sins..but You still in control..although Your creations are not faithful but You always faithful with us.
You always love us first and I thank you..thank you..

Trus tadi sempet ngobrol2 ama ninik (cg leader UW)...
bener2 a slap in the face bgt..she reminded me about passion, about dedication, about fruitful and paying the price...si abang acong (career leader) also reminded me about paying the price.
Being a leader comes with the price to pay..all of this time I've been complaining and complaining about the price that i have to pay..i'm compromising..
I'm forgetting the purpose..i've drawn my self into self righteous, self pamper, self dedication.

I thanked God that He has sends people to woke me up...to remind me about my purpose..
Now I'm back on track..but i'm scared that this will be a reoccurring sin and back sliding.
But I'll pray and fast like what congta encourage..for now letting this be a reoccurring sin..
Like what Steven said that we need to build the house of the Lord first instead of our house.

So let's build the House of the Lord..inside out..let's build it..not with our strength, but by His Grace and Strength we can concur nations..

AMMMIIINNNNN