Phil 4:6-7
6(H)Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by (I)prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
7And (J)the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will (K)guard your hearts and your (L)minds in (M)Christ Jesus.
Today…I ponder into this bible phrase from Phil 4:6-7
This is the answer to my prayers..the solution to my problem..
My light in the end of my tunnel..

The key answer is to pray and focus on God.

This couple weeks I have a hard time sleeping. I am worry for nothing.
Worry for the future that is in God’s hand..

But I am glad that God reminded me about focusing on Him.trusting in Him
At the beginning, I am scared that I made decision based on what I want..
I took the opportunity given to me to go back home..(my parents finally approve it)
I seek for opportunity to be fruitful and to serve..(found the Roemah Hati ministry)
But still my heart struggle..especially since I have made the decision to tell my boss..

I am worrying about if this is the right decision..what if I did a wrong one?
Every night I ponder and keep on thinking about it..not praying just thinking..

So after awhile..i decided that I need to pray..
And after learning to understand God, I realize that it is not weather it is the right or wrong decision..it is about making the decision with boldness in God..

Since right now, every ways is opened by God..so what should I worry about?
I believe that God wants me to grow from struggling
And the most important things is that the main reason God gives us problem is because He loves us so much that He wants us to grow to be the best of ourselves.

So every steps that I take..i know that I cant do it without God
So now, I just want to focus on God..
I know that I what make God happy is what make God happy

This past couple months in US, I have been aware that I am very comfortable
That I seems to active but actually passive.
So with changing my life..by moving back to Indo..i will grow even more

I know this for sure that I have the heart to really change the culture..
Educate young generations..
What I have been passionate to do is to encourage others..

So once again from Phil 4:6 “ 6(H)Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by (I)prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.”

So I won’t be anxious and worry about anything anymore
As long as I have God I will be great! And at peace!

Following God latter on shouldn’t be hard in Indo..this is something that I just realize
Why is everybody said that it will be hard? Because more temptation?
But God is the same now, yesterday, and tomorrow..forever and everywhere..

There are many Christians in Indo that has been used by God mightily.
So why do I scared? My God is bigger than all that.
It just depend on my self..that’s right exactly just depend on myself
Which means we can take control over it..because it is our own selves
If it depend on other people then you could worry because you don’t have control over it.
But it is based on our selves..

How happy am I when I realize that..
Yeni, it is depend on your own selves weather u want to still obey God or not
So just take control over your selves.
Self-control and obedience is the key..

God is the answer..He is the power

I am very happy now that I know about the truth..we need to keep on seeking God.
Keep on learning…
Don’t stop growing…there’s no limit to growth..
Remember to always rejoice in every obstacles..
Because God is good and He loves us!
That alone..should be enough for us..

When you are in trouble..cry it all out to God
When you are all stress out..lift it up to God..
When you are all struggling…rely on God

It is that simple..the answer is GOD