Dear blog,
I just come back from clubing at Studio B tonight, but it was a disaster. Before we went to clubing, I just have a fight with my boyfriend. At first I just told him what he did wrong today, and he did apologised to me. I thought we were cool about it. But it turn out dat he still angry to me and have a bad mood. So when we went to Studio B, he still upset and keep his, what I cold "BT face" on for the hall'nite. Even before we entered the club, I said to him dat I already forgive him and forgot about the problem. And he still angry to me, which I don't understand why. Because I believe dat the one dat suppose to be angry is me,not him, because he is the one who screw up everything. And the climax of my madness is when he pull my hand and skews it hardly and it hurt badly. I know he did dat on purpose, I know he did dat because he still angry with me, but I don't understand why and I'm very disapointed dat he dare to hurt me. Why kind a guy dat hurt a women?....
After dat, I yell at him,"why u angry with me?" and he just said because he just still need time to cool down because I angry and yell at him. Is dat childish or what?
He is the guilty guy, buy I already apologised first and I even beg him not to get angry ....what a guy...
Now, I don't care anymore, what ever he want to do..if he need time, then let he has his time...he is just a kind of arogant guy with a big head and thought dat he know everything and always right....if he is right then I'll see what he will do next...
If I can not tell his mistakes, then let somebody else do dat, because he just so arogant until not even me or his friends can tell him....
I don't want to keep up set just because of him...Let he has his time and space...
I don't want to be like the past....this is the new me...