Dear blog,
Today I really have a wonderfull day..I don't have a fight with my boyfriend again and we having so much fun today..
But know, I just came home from my friend's home after watching movies together with the others and I opened my email to check if there is any email from UW, but like yesterday, I don't get any..but I got an email from Asaka, she told me that she got in to UW..
I'm so happy and also so sad...I'm happy because my friend can get in to UW but also sad because I'm so jealous to her..I just got an email couple days ago from UW regarding my transcript, but that's all...I will probably have to wait for a week or two for the answer from UW....
I might have to prepare my self dat I won't get in to UW...I know my heart want me to go to UW, but some how I just knew it dat I won't get in..well at least have "plan B" if I get rejected from UW....
I just can only pray and wait for the answer....I don't know what am I suppose to do..just know I'm thinking about fasting..but I already done a lot of mistakes this week..can God still axcepted?..I believe God is a mercifull God, but I'm afraid I'm just not a greatfull person and child...If now I remember through all this week, I can not believe it I can felt into the same mistakes again...I only can beg for mercy now....
But I'm just trying for the best..I decided to fast until I get the answer from UW, if I still being rejected, then it means dat UW is not my way, not my path to His gloryness, it's mean I have to go to SU and stay at GRCC for one more year..probably to influence more people, to change my character more and to stay focus also to avoid sins.....
I'll pray for the best and I'll pray for everybody dat got in to UW...congrats u all...u guys deserve a pat on the back....GBu all...