Hi again..today I'm writing this blog twice..

Can't believe I can feel the way I feel right now. Can't believe that I'm a life again.
Can't believe that I was dead ^__^

Today is the new Chapter in my Life!

I'm moving forward! I'm closing the last Chapter, the Old Chapter.

Thanks to God that arranged me to watch P.S. I Love You (Fav movie all time!!!!)

Thank to God that I have finally remember the old me. The real me!
Thank to God that I can experience all of this. The best life ever!!!

Thank you ya God, that you didn't take my life away yet.
You let me experience all of this.

Now, I want to learn more. I want to feel more. I want to live!

In a hot weather, alone in my bedroom, in a sunny Saturday. I could say that I'm happy, I could feel blessed, I 'm saying that I'm very happy!

I'm going to live to the fullest!
Btw, right now I'm listening to Dave Koz song called Together Again.
The best Jazz song so far! loving it, it set the right mood for me right now.
Every time I heard this song, it makes me happy and has my heart running and pumping so hard..hehe..like I'm falling in love.

My wish and my only wish is that I could experience and have the love of my life.
Do I still believe all bullshit about First Love after all that I've been through?
Yes you bet! I still believe it with all my heart.
God loves me, I'm His True Love, He is my true Love. But I believe that I have my other half.
I believe all of that bullshit! No matter how chaos this world may be, I will find my other half!

I will find him and he will find me! But now, my luv will have to wait, cause I will have to learn the right way to love first from the one that love me the most, GOD!

I want to be prepared! I want to give my best, the best love that I can give.
That's why I will need to prepare, I'm taking a study about life and love.
I will have to be able to love like God loves me first and then I will be able to love my luv!

I'll wait until I pass this class of life, so that I could be ready.
I'll wait for you luv, I'll wait.
Not anytime soon for sure, cause I'm not ready yet.
God hasn't give me the green light.

There is still many things to learn. Many things in life.
But I won't fail, so please has faith in me my luv.
Like how God has faith in me, the I shall have faith in my self and you too.

Wait for me luv

P.S. I love You God
^__^