Today, I have learned that pain is temporary.

God loves us so much that He didn't create a permanent pain in our life.
If some people is still in pain for a long time, it is not because of God.
It is by our own decision to endure in the pain. But if we can see the other side of the tunnel, we are sure will be enlighten.

Now, I could say that I'm healed. I don't feel the pain anymore.
I decide to step forward. It is so hard at the beginning, but I can do it.
I can finally do it. I do need help from other people in my life.
I do need love from God and from family and friends.
But God is fair that He allow me to see the other side of the tunnel.

Life is ups and downs. But it's our decision how long do we want to stay on one side.
I have experienced hurt, betray, sad, sorrow, sickness, dead end, lost, pity, lust, envy, and anger.But I am still a life. I could feel love again, I could feel the wind breeze in a hot summer day.

I could sing love songs again, I could dream sweet dream again, I could wish big again.
I could pray and be honest. I could laugh at my mistakes, and the past.