Wow..I just watched My Sassy Girl again for the 3rd time maybe?
hehhehe..."^______^"V
I'm so happy that I watched it again..ohh..give me encouragement about L.O.V.E

Right now being a single is not bad but being double is even better right?
Can't avoid it that we do need somebody to share everything with

But maybe for now, I need to be single..
One day...
I will start again my own story...

Since young, I always love to dream....day dreaming u may call
Up until now to be honest with u
But what can I say..I'm just a hyper girl with lots of imaginations
I wonder most of the times when will my imaginations or so called dreams come true
Most of the time I just wait for life to turn my dream to reality
But I believe that instead of waiting for life to change it for us,
we might want to at least fight for our own dreams right?

Yesterday when I went to church, I had a dream
For being an actor..
I want to be famous..I want to have my own show
Not the one like Oprah or Tyra Banks
But my own style..
Since I love fashion and love to make over people
My dream is to have my own make over show that can change people's sense of fashion and style
also change their lifestyle and point of view..In a summary is to change their life by changing their fashion.
I would like to show that changing your life might be hard like throwing your favorites cloths
But it can also be very easy like buying a new one

I would also like to show that life is very colorful.
You don't have to stick with one particular lifestyle like you don't have to stick with one particular cloths
You could be a tomboy one day and feminim another day
Life is so colorful that it is a waste to just try to life in one color

For example like my self..
I could love to be alone
And love to be in a crowded place another time
it's not because I'm just an easy going person or easy to get bored
But because I just want to try different things

In my show..I will help people to recognize another value in them
from my experience, I'm not a famous or pretty girl in high school
Nor in junior high, nor in elementary school
I used to rely so much on my brain..
because I believe that in school, there only 3 types of group
The popular group
The smart group
The weird group
and I always believe that I am in the smart group
I did tried to fit into the popular group but I couldn't make it
Just not rick enough, not pretty enough, not fashionable enough

But then time change everything
After high school, I started to pick up my other values
I was lucky enough that I have friends who could see my value better then my self
Then I saw the opportunity and I grab it

Now, I could say that I'm in the popular group but I do remember that I used to be in the smart group or even the weirdo group but I just didn't want to admit it

So now, I would like to open people's eyes like my friends did to me
I want to give other the encouragement that I got
The satisfaction that I got

Everybody should experience this value no matter what
Life only once and I'm determine to make it happen

And also my other dreams about LOVE
This one is a bit tough
It said in the My Sassy Girl movie that faith is to work hard in make chances to build your relationship..eventhough it is just a fiction story
Might sound to love doffy that it can't happen in real life
But I still believe it
Even my first love wasn't a success, but I'm not afraid
Although I was hurt but I survive and dare to take some more

My dream Love..
If I did find my true love..the only one for me..my soul mate so called
I will be happy although I don't have anything else...wakakak..
Does it sounds so lame?
hehe
But that's just my dream..a glaze of my dream..of what I have in my mind

So let's work hard in reaching our dreams that we often forgot
Let's work hard...don't wait for life to change it for us
let's work hard to change it together..