August 29th 2008

Yeah..I’m in the airport right now waiting for our flight (me and bro) to Chicago..

I’m happy that I can finally travel again..I need this holiday..It’s been awhile.

Btw just finished some ideas for the welcoming party this fall…hopefully by the time God can make everything smooth…I hope I can also feel excited in creating this event in the future..

I think what I love the best in the church is the creative ministry sih ya…because in caregroup, I am happy but sometimes kinda bored and not fruitful.

But every time I created or organized an event, I will always felt extra excited and super satisfied…I love organizing events..I love entertaining people..hehhe…hopefully I can be more fruitful in this part…

But the only thing that I need is that I really need God’s strength to organize everything and to make everybody happy…heheheh

I felt that all of this time I watched movies, dramas and everything is actually very useful soalnya jd isa create lots of ideas for events…

Right now I’m listening to a music from Shinee called Nunna is so pretty. Just recently I like this song…before I’m still in love with Se7en songs and I’m very happy that my mom bought me se7en cd and dvd..hehehe…But now I love listening to this nunna song..the melody is perfect for hiphop dance..

Right now, I really felt that I want to be an actress or at least work in entertainment industry..

I think that I have so much to offer…Like my idea of having my own show in changing people life…and also being a DJ or MC also feel so me..Playing in a movie or drama also..the only thing that I am lack of is my singing and dancing. I might have a better skill in dancing then singing..but still not enough I believe..I want to start praying to God about this…I don’t know yah when that it start for me to feel very interested in entertainment industry…maybe since I broke up..heheh..

Talking about after broke up situation..right now I’m good…I felt a lot better..I might still avoid him but at least I don’t hate him that much anymore..

What to hate anyway…I don’t feel that jealous anymore..I’m in a good shape…I have a great career ahead…and I still have my friends…my families that support me..I turn to be more stylist and pretty too..hehehhe…according to myself observation ^___^

I might still need to save more money and buy a house…or might still have to learn a lot and the most importantly is that I have to be back as active or even more in the church..

I think I can do it…active again as Caregroup Leader..as IFGF Kent singer and hopefully Lead Singer…and also as the IFGF kent creative minister..

Things that I still want to accomplish in a short term:

· Want to be a better leader, more active and wiser

· Back to music ministry..learn more singing skills and music

· Learn drum and piano ( I’m going to find a piano lesson class or have somebody to tutor me)

· Be more dedicated to God ( attend prayer meeting and CG and also serve people)

· Improve my dancing skills

· Shape my body, do more exercise

· Learn more about lean (finish the Toyota book and lead TIP event)

So I think my schedule going to be:

Monday: go to dance class after work

Tuesday: try to learn piano

Wednesday: learn Chinese, Japan or Korean

Thursday: prayer meeting after work

Friday: exercise in the morning and prepare caregroup

Saturday: music practice in the morning, exercise and having fun

Sunday: church and prep creative ministry

Wah, if I have this schedule..1 day feel so short..hehehe

Right now I really want to improve myself even more..

I need to be a better me..work hard..I’m 23 right now..If I’m going to get married..I will only have 3-7 more years to go before I get more busy with family..hehhe…wah when will I get married ya? Hopefully God’s plan is before I hit 30 ya Lord..heheheh…

But right now..I only have 8 more months before I turn 24 and 4 more months before 2009..wow time flies yah..hehhe…yup..I don’t have much time before God calls me..hehe..

We will never know when He decided to call us..so I want to dedicate as much as possible..

I might not be the most passion leader and wiser person…my I do want to serve God..with my way which is through serving others in entertaining them..heheh…

Other things that I have on my list for the future are:

· Go to summer mission

· Be with my love one

· Become the known leader in church

· Be able to play instruments

· Get into entertainment industry

· Become a consultant

· Income of 100,000 or more per year

· Weight 110 lbs or around 50 kgs

· Have a long hair

· Own house

· Become Lead singer in church

· Great in dancing and can cerography dance

· Able to support my bro until graduate and get a job

· Have more than $100,000 assets

· Able to do hand stand or breaks

· Travel to Japan, Korea, Europe

· Able to pay my parents trips to whenever they want

Wah…serunya hidup ini…hehhehe

I have great dreams but the hard part is to reach all of my dreams..

But even right now, I can say that I’m living my dream..

I still remember when I was young…I dreamt to study overseas and live in an apartment and has car and job..hehhe..Success carrier women..great husband, great job, good body, great looking, stylist, but also respect parents and the most important is God’s servant.

Wah…felt so great…I know inside of me I can accomplish it with God’s strength and blessing..