Wah...just finished watching "The World That They Live In" played by my 2 favs Korean Actrist Song He Kyo and Yung Bin...wah..I just watched ep 10 juts now...it is really the first korean drama that I have patience watching it because I didn't finish it in one crazy day and nite..hehe

Somewhat after watching this drama...every episode gives me a new picture of my life..every episode makes me learn a little bit about my self because the lead female character has similar character as me...
She is smart, brave, looks strong outside but actually fragile inside, looks very open and outgoing but actually ignorant and close her heart, stubborn, has a temper, no patience at all, selfish..heheh

All the bad character in one...kinda like me..LOL
Sometimes, I could be very bossy..when I'm not it means I just try to ignore..
Or maybe it's part of maturity, God knows...

But this drama really make me learn about my self...hehe...today is Xmas nite..
I had fun..watched 2 movies...hangout with bunch of friends...

Anyway, there is this one guy...who I kinda like and hate at the same time...I like him because he could be a good BF potential...quite tall...not so bad looking...mature enough in age...humorist...easygoing...musician...
But I hate him because he thinks that he is handsome and playing game with me and my friend...although he is old enough but he is just still too childish....also lame sometimes...not so smart...not steady yet...never work...

I'm not so much of falling for him yet because the stuff that I hate from him...but oh well...
Never want to start relationship not based on God no more..
For now...I will just enjoy my life...
Wanna learn to be a better me...

This year almost end....lots of things happening...lots of memories...lots of things learned..
Do I feel any regrets at all this year? to be honest, I don't
I don't regret my broken relationship...I know that he is not for me...
I don't regret everything that happen...
But I'm curious about next year...I do afraid..but also anxious..
But I believe next year will be a better year for me..
If I just keep up my relationship with God..

Man!..It's about time for me to stay discipline in maintaining relationship with God...
It's about time to erase bad habit..I'm not young anymore..

For sure my New Year Resolution will be:
Living my purpose of Life from God