"The Inner Peace"

Today, I was saved again by God..and I'm sick of writing "again".
Today, I didn't do all I need to be doing..I lied, being lazy, not productive.
I admit that I committed lots of sins in a day. Wow..what a sinner I am..a successful sinner..used by devil..But I'm sick of it..sick of being manipulated by devil..sick of praying and doing the same old song of sins..Thanked God that He is patient with me..Thanked God that He is faithful..

Today, I've learned about "The Inner Peace" by listening to Joyce Meyer broadcast..
After committed lots of sins, my phone rings..the call that I needed..
It was the start of this interesting journey. After that one phone call, I call someone that I should have called from days ago..but God's timing is today. So I did finally called her..and we talked..and God spoke..out loud..clearing my mind and erasing my doubts and evil thoughts..
After that I was suggested to watch Joyce Meyer broadcast of "The Inner Peace"..
And I did and I've learned..I want this seed to grow and bare fruits and multiply..

All of this time I'm struggling in understanding what I want and what God's want..
Finally, I know..
God has spoken through this bible verses:

1. Philippians 2 :12-18
2. 1 Peter 3
3. James 3: 13-18
4. Matthew 5: 1-11

All of this verses speak about doing God's purpose with surrendering your self and find Peace inside you. Be the women of God who are peacemaker, gentle and quite spirit.

I was struck down by this verses...thanked God for that..
All of this time, I was struggling in fighting weather or not I need to change my self..
Like what Joyce spoken..she was like my self..she has told stories of my life..she has felt my suffering and struggle...I felt connected with her..she understands me..
I thanked God for this..because like Joyce finally found God and understand His heart and understand what He wants in her life..I kinda understand that my self.

The key solution is that all this stress and problems that I've been facing weather it is in my personal life that is full of envy, jealousy, anxiety, anger, worries or in my work place where it is full of stress, anxiety, hatred or in my church activity where it is full of envious, jealousy, stress, frustration, anxiety, hatred, etc, the Key is to stay in Peace!

God wants be to stay Calm, Cool, Collective.
I need to get connected again with God..all of this time..I'm struggling in understanding what He wants me to do..what is the better me..
And now..finally...I should shout out loud..that I finally understand..that no matter what..
His final goal is to make me a women of God..with the beauty inside that is full of gentleness and quite spirit..a women who is a peacemaker..
That's why I need to stay Calm, Cool and Collective..

And I need to really want this..to get it..
I'm responsible in finding my Inner Peace..To stay Calm and in Peace..
Because in Heaven, it it full of Peace and Joy..


Thank you God..I finally understand..after all this years..
I've learned my lesson..and it's never too late..